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Post by ~*~WolfShadow~*~ on Feb 2, 2007 22:37:20 GMT -5
I sat on the edge of the falling waters listening to the rush of the wind going past my white ears.My eyes were shut and tears of faith fell down my soft face.Whispers of death were calling me to jump off the edge to my death.Oh how I wanted to get away from the world that neglected me and my sorrows.I couldn't leave my Clan or my loved ones, but I couldn't stay here either to be tormented by these whispers.Darn what should I do? I can't leave and yet I can't stay here. These words kept playing in my head as I waited for myself to step forward to my death.I could sense no one watching me and I could also sense the wind around me growing stronger and pushing me forward slightly.
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Post by Silentstar on Feb 3, 2007 9:59:47 GMT -5
a voice broke his thoughts, "what are you doing my deputy" mewed silentstar
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Post by ~*~WolfShadow~*~ on Feb 3, 2007 12:17:56 GMT -5
"I don't know Silentstar I don't know!" I cried not looking at my leader I couldn't face her now.I was in deep real deep with cats out to get me and kill me and my loved ones what was I supposed to do.
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Post by Silentstar on Feb 3, 2007 12:24:27 GMT -5
"you do... tell me"
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Post by ~*~WolfShadow~*~ on Feb 3, 2007 13:06:42 GMT -5
"I am deciding wheather to kill myself or not.I don't want to leave this world and yet I may have to." I said now looking at my leader.I ran over to her like a frightened kit.
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Post by Silentstar on Feb 3, 2007 13:34:20 GMT -5
"I have had this to! you may feel like you need to die but its not starclans will... you must understand that" she purred gently.
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Post by ~*~WolfShadow~*~ on Feb 3, 2007 15:00:25 GMT -5
"It's not like that! There are cats out there who are after me and my loved ones!," I cried out" I can't let them kill you or the others." Now I was balling my eyes out in terror.
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Post by Silentstar on Feb 4, 2007 5:44:50 GMT -5
"your loved ones will not want you to kill yourself would they?"
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Post by ~*~WolfShadow~*~ on Feb 4, 2007 15:42:34 GMT -5
"Of course not, but I don't want to lose them." I replied softly
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Post by Silentstar on Feb 5, 2007 13:49:43 GMT -5
"the clan will protect you and your loved ones"
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Post by ~*~WolfShadow~*~ on Feb 5, 2007 21:08:32 GMT -5
"Oh SilentStar I hope you're right."
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Post by Silentstar on Feb 6, 2007 11:59:54 GMT -5
"for as long as i am alive i will use my 9 lives to protect them and you"
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Post by ~*~WolfShadow~*~ on Feb 7, 2007 16:41:01 GMT -5
I smiled at her words but frowned as the wind nearly blew me off of my feet.
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Post by Silentstar on Feb 8, 2007 4:49:22 GMT -5
nodding i licked him happily.
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Post by ~*~WolfShadow~*~ on Feb 9, 2007 14:24:17 GMT -5
((I am a female.))
I looked into Silentstar's eys and began purring knowing that she was right about the clan protecting me.
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