Post by MidnightRebel(IluvMike) on Jan 23, 2007 20:18:04 GMT -5
[glow=red,2,300]Everyone at my (cuss) school is a pain in the bottom. Everyone judges me based on how i look and the grades i get.
Just because i'm silent they think i'm some freak. My mom said she wishes i was never born.
My dad said he should have thrown me into a blender when i was small.
My brother just...hmm...glared at me not sure what it meant.
Then before Christmas my puppy died every time i pick out a dog it dies before it even opens its sweet little eyes.
She was smaller than a kitten one of my few friends.
My sweet Caracal kitten Thunderstorm is sick and the vet says he may not live.
My little hamster is ok but who knows anyways
my mom hit me with a stick a very very thick stick with thorns on it and hit me for smiling cuz that's all i did.
i only have maby if i'm lucky 1-3 friends at school everyone seems to not like me.
And last year everyone fought over me this year just because a girl came named Kasey.
Anyway she came and all of a sudden its like i don't exist.
It seems everything in my life goes bad.
My show cafe froze to death to day and he was just born
his name is Thunders Sorrow a red Gelbvieh out of a crimson heifer and black Angus bull. He is a Balancer a cross between the two.
now i shall go find a knife since apparently the only one who likes me is hmmm very few ppl. Maby its because i'm goth the reason for that is because everything i like dies a few days later after i pick it out.
Nothing lives everything i love dies
and i just want to go to my grave that way no one can hurt me
laugh at me for getting a bad grade in math
no one can threaten me
I'll be with my real dead friends
no one no one will hurt me anymore[/glow]
Just because i'm silent they think i'm some freak. My mom said she wishes i was never born.
My dad said he should have thrown me into a blender when i was small.
My brother just...hmm...glared at me not sure what it meant.
Then before Christmas my puppy died every time i pick out a dog it dies before it even opens its sweet little eyes.
She was smaller than a kitten one of my few friends.
My sweet Caracal kitten Thunderstorm is sick and the vet says he may not live.
My little hamster is ok but who knows anyways
my mom hit me with a stick a very very thick stick with thorns on it and hit me for smiling cuz that's all i did.
i only have maby if i'm lucky 1-3 friends at school everyone seems to not like me.
And last year everyone fought over me this year just because a girl came named Kasey.
Anyway she came and all of a sudden its like i don't exist.
It seems everything in my life goes bad.
My show cafe froze to death to day and he was just born
his name is Thunders Sorrow a red Gelbvieh out of a crimson heifer and black Angus bull. He is a Balancer a cross between the two.
now i shall go find a knife since apparently the only one who likes me is hmmm very few ppl. Maby its because i'm goth the reason for that is because everything i like dies a few days later after i pick it out.
Nothing lives everything i love dies
and i just want to go to my grave that way no one can hurt me
laugh at me for getting a bad grade in math
no one can threaten me
I'll be with my real dead friends
no one no one will hurt me anymore[/glow]
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If that is all true, don't kill yourself or do anything stupid like that. This is not a matter to be taken lightly and joked about, if you are actually in this predicament seek help, and soon. *I know, worry-wortish 7th grader who uses big words but can't spell them* But seriously, don't do anything you might regret. Don't use a permanent solution to a temporary problem.